Thursday, 3 April 2025
Vacation mode ... burnout ... DVDs!
Tuesday, 18 February 2025
Glucose respiration
The day before yesterday I had a dream where I got to meet up w an internet friend of mine who was popular online because of a memorial Instagram account she had dedicated to her younger brother. She never public ally revealed how he died so when we met I asked her and through her tears she talked about how her dad was an “open masochist” who was into this one specific kink called “glucose respiration”. It consisted of chugging glucose and staying as still as possible until your body could get rid of it one way or the other. Usually it could just be done with medical grade glucose (the kind they give to babies with infant jaundice. I know this because according to my parents I had infant jaundice and they had to feed me glucose in some kind of ICU) or a thicker, harder to obtain glucose just for this kink. Her brother got a hold of this thicker glucose and had somehow drank enough to kill him. After that, i went to the airport and then had to evacuate because they found a really toxic isotope of sodium in the air. Damn...
Anyways, I’m writing this on my iPhone 6! The typing sounds are fun. Using this thing is very cathartic...but blogging isn’t so efficient...(anime girl voice)Uuuuu....doushiyou......
Bye! Good night~!
~Cat
Friday, 14 February 2025
My valentines gift to you is a molecule of ATP
Monday, 3 February 2025
White colored chocolate...
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My cute girl friend |
Sunday, 12 January 2025
Cairo 2days document + New years thoughts
Getting ready
Day one

Day two
Bye-bye Cairo!

Thursday, 19 December 2024
What a week it has been ^3^
Monday, 16 December 2024
Torso pains...need to online shop...
I'm kind of excited for next month...i'm going on yet another winter trip and i have PLANS. My biggest one (besides buying chunky 100 l.e silver jewelry) is to meet up with a friend of mine and give her my dupe Kenji can badges. There are still like two or three im keeping for me (sorry!) but i'm giving her like 6 or so. Yay!
Right now im switching between songs but i shuffled and it landed onto THE ZOMBIE SONG...i wanna make a daruupa animation to it someday...zombie gamer jun and shin nisa kenji (dreamy sigh) ok ive said too much
Also, ouch my stomach hurts my body hurts! I didnt even exercise much today and my stomach hurts like hell! Is it calories burning or organs shutting down...who knows. Ive had to close this laptop for a good like twenty minutes until the pain would calm down my torso generally still hurts but its whatevs if its still in agonizing pain by tomorrow ill consider uhmmmmm DEATH! Kidding im just kidding. I shouldnt joke about such a serious thing
Tomorrow i take a break from fasting. Yaaaay...this weekend i can finally go to the accessories store ive been wanting to go to for the past few months. My mom told me i could go a while ago on the condition i dont buy anything but i declined because...im not gonna torture myself like that. Shes still sanctioning merch from japan...le sigh. Sometimes i wish i could take a really long nap and wake up to things magically fixing themselves up while im in a floral dress with roses and pearls and my hair and makeup done for me but thats just wishful thinking. Things just feel kind of bleak. Looking at the sunlight in my room doesnt make me as happy.
I'm kind of grateful of how im finally making more internet friends...hopefully i can make more irl ones? lol
Regardless of it all...I have to lock in as they say. I also HAVE TO BUY GOLDEN BOMBER DVDS NOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW OR ELSEEEEEE PLEASE MOM HAVE MERCY ON ME LET ME BUY YAREBADEKIRU KO AND ISSHO BAKA FEAT. KENJIIIII sorry bout dat...Im desperate
I kinda want all of this to end...
~Cat