I really can't get used to any of this; i just can't! It feels like my life is changing way too fast...is college always like that? I haven't stayed in Egypt for such a long period of time since...well...2021...(lol) and now i have to do it all over again, but alone, and with a bunch of college stuff on my plate...
Yesterday, i got back from staying at my cousins house...it was really nice being with family. They were really kind to me, and it was just really heartwarming.
Me and my younger cousin played undertale, and we did a genocide route. We voiced the characters together (and ended up shouting our favorite lines really loud, effectively annoying everyone in the house), fought some of the big bosses together, and we even got GONER KID?!!??!?!?!?!? Baby's first (not) gaster related fun value event. I also ragequitted during sans
I haven't had it in me to blog. I know you've heard it time after time from me, but i just dont! I don't have it in me to do a lot of things, really. There's a lot i have to do, but it's not, like, a lot, you know?
I don't have it in me to do anything. All i can do is get angry. All i can do is get sick over and over and recover over and over. All i can do is try. I try and try. I avoid trying and i avoid trying...
~Cat
