I'm just a Maidoburger...

Today's midterm was probably the worst I've had in a good while, and it's all on me...
I forgot the odds ratio formula T.T The midterm's 9 marks T.T that question was 2 marks T.T i probably messed up an MCQ or two T.T T.T T.T T.T

Well, would a minipost suffice in these trying times? I haven't been doing much besides reading yuri oneshots and playing MO4 (as usual). I'm even listening to this slightly emotional song from the OST (the one that plays in that loooooooong looooooooong cutscene on Gapanese Hope Island while Sigkin's like u know jack i hate ur ass but ur nice actually) well ANYWAYS I'm stuck on Jeraldy. 

Today, I was so close to being able to give my Jack his ult skill...but...
...
I was off by ~3k EXP. 

You're telling me i was like 2 pasiri orders away from being able to give him his dumb fucking skill before one of the hardest main story fights... 
Nothing ever goes my way!!!!!!!! <- not really

This was really sweet to me...I'm assuming this was like, pre-MO3 events in the universe, judging by how Marikin's there but Sigkin isn't??? (lol)
Everytime I think about pre-MO3 Jack and Marikin my heart cries. They were such good friends...and I mean they probably still are and all but...I feel like, prior to the events of MO3, their relationship was a lot more bromance-y, in this pure and not so pure way? Bonding over their gacha games and how they'll never ever trust a white woman with D(eaeru)-cups again. It feels beautiful to me. I want a bromance like this...
MO2 and MO3 have this special feeling to them. I don't know if this was what was intended or if it's just me being autistic but it feels like Axez really did make those games from a (weirdly humorous) place of love. Plus the MO2 timeloop section BGM makes me emotional the more I listen to it. Just so you know my period just finished I think it's affecting my brain


If only you could fight alongside us...OSARU IF U CAN HEAR ME (banging on sowhonzan HQ doors)

I've been listening to that same BGM for half an hour I feel delirious.

If you have ever wanted an MO4 shipchart to make you wince i am here to help with that

AH! Speaking of ships...
Most of my OTPs are battle partners...but I can ship them with other numas too. I'm a good person.
I also really like Amber x Osaru...(the maidonium in the corner watching them go at it like rabbits: :slight_frown:)
I just think their dynamic is really nice...I'm also lowkey pretending to be Amber to cope with how much I want to be Osaru's fleshlight girlfriend but Amber is genuinely a captivating character nonetheless. I wanna know more about him...Axez-sama plz let him play a role in v6 plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz
Adujack was the first MO4 ship i got super attached to (IYKYK i did NOT play about adujack) so i still like them a lot today. I just think they're neat~~~ They probably have a cute Omar and Salma esque dynamic but without the bullshit. I'm very obviously bullshitting. I just think they are very very cute.
I could go on about all my OTPs here to make the post longer but...I'll probably make this a post on its own? (looks at you)(you seem uninterested)

Ah, I mentioned yuri oneshots.
There was one that I read, it was pretty weird.


If you know me, you know I've been on a yuri oneshot kick lately. One a day (or every few days, to be real...) to keep my brain from rotting. No change in my grey matter just yet though. That'll happen once I read Otome no Teikoku or something. Just give me a few months.

This one (Ovum by Matsumoto Michiyo) stood out to me, though. I really don't know how to describe it...but something about it felt a lot more rooted in reality. A pretty sad reality, but still reality nonetheless (lol), and somehow surreal at the same time. It's not a WOW read, but it was a nice shift from the usual bittersweet-lighthearted stuff I go for.
Just read it! It's like 20 pages. 

Today I had a dream I got my period but the stains were two small circles parallel to each other, as in, one to the left and one to the right...and of course I was in a huge apartment. Because where else would my dreams take place...my room was all pink and really big and spacious, there were butterflies on the walls. Ugh...

And now, it's time to study pathology.
...and to try and beat Jeraldy again

Thanks for reading this garbage dump of a post (lol) I've been spending my days by myself lately so...not much Henriette pics to share ^-^" I guess you'll have to deal with my rambling until my next outing...

Bye!

~Cat