Tuesday 30 January 2024

1.30.24 so fast yet so slow

 hello!

hope everyone's doing well :> as per usual

song of the post issssssss...www.kareshiboshuchu.jp by 0801ni209336. weird band name...weird song name...my typa vkei. (nods) and i'm currently listening to s.i.s.f by s.q.f! my favorite s.q.f song ever <3

another pointless post ahh...this month's been going by so weirdly...it's hard to believe it's nearly over ;_; studying has been getting both easier and harder? idk. it feels like i'm at a weird standstill. the pain of regret sucks......idk. it just feels like a lot has happened yet nothing has happened either! it's been an interesting start to the year

as for the stuff i bought that i mentioned in...well not my last post the post before that...im still waiting. because ONE CD I GOT has been in limbo for a week. ;_; . hasnt even gone past the "order completed" stage. come on. everything's at the warehouse. get yourself together. everytime i check buyee i feel more compelled to add something else to the cart...but i know i cant...not for a while...can that CD arrive already i wanna consolidate my stuff ;_______; 

much like last year, i have more exams to attend to. really difficult ones. i'm not ready but then again i have to be. i gotta be ready. and i have to put in...ACTUAL EFFORT...ugh

executive dysfunction is the worst. so is thinking about how the year will go. it all sucks

i don't think i should be this scared though. 

or this lazy :p

i think it's like a golden rule for every blog to have some post where all they do is complain. at least one post

anyways i think i'm gonna study a bit more and then take a good long nap

~Cat



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