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haha...
hows everyone been?
lately, ive been thinking about a lot of stuff, but as of...like, right now, im thinking about the past. late 2023, looking at golden bomber merch all the time, listening to velvet spider, tommy heavenly6 i kill my heart, et cetera. i have even more exams; the studying period is nearing its end and i feel like nothing of value has been done. at least not for physics and math (which was a last minute decision out of sheer desperation in which i had nearly no say) but i wonder, can i really change my situation? i still have chances, so i need to take them. i keep getting sad over a lot of things currently happening; my friend groups, my PCOS, my looks, etc. but i can not keep dragging myself down. i know that. itll only stagnate me when im supposed to be going forward...
thats about it. titles a sorinatsu reference since summers over. its starting to rain again here, lol. i want it to rain again, but last time, it got really bad...i just miss the sound of thunder
just wanted to write something to keep everyone updated. ill talk more once exams finish or something. toodles!
