Two days ago, I woke up with some throat pain. I thought just brushing my teeth would make it go away because it wasnt like...unusual for my throat to hurt before brushing my teeth in the morning.
Today, my throat pain is like....reallyyyy bad. It's affected my speaking. fuck!!!!!!!!!
I'm just toughing it out at this point...i also finished my course of period meds. Two pills a day for three days. I have not gotten my period yet and so as a result it's late. A tale as old as time. I try not to talk about my PCOS too much on here but sometimes its just sooooooooooo hard for me like soooo hard (Lying). I'm trying to drop some weight mostly for my own sake but i havent gotten to do that much exercise because of me being so sick...I also havent gotten to make that ketsuba post (sorry)
I will admit, the only good thing to come out of this is that i finally worked a bit on my secret Narcisse Kenji x Junko fanfic that i started a few months back. Reading my own writing in any way makes me cringe and want to die so i just write like 2k words and then the txt file rots on my laptop for months on end forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and...there's still some stuff i need to fix. Namely the Yutako x Shoya in it. I forget that Yutako's married to her producer. Well maybeeeee it can be like canon divergent? But that's stupid. Maybe it just needs to go...its like one scene of them making out in a tour bus. Im spoiling this because its really not important
I've still been feeling this kind of weird discouragement for no reason but i dont think its anything major...its just unneeded -.- i think ill be fine LOL. But the truth is, i just feel so strangely...stagnant...and yet im moving so fast at the same time...
I need to write longer posts again...
Bye!
~Cat
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