Little Recap ~~~

 

It's getting cold now.
The cold here isn't one I'm really used to, per se~~ I've stayed here in the winter before and all, but...i havent experienced it on my own, not like this. It's not sunny anymore, and if anything, it actually rained yesterday. Not at uni...but just in Cairo, generally (lol). Seems like my bitching paid off, and now the weather is actually pleasant...even though i'll have to do a LOT to get cozy, i'll have to put on a bunch of face creams so my face doesnt peel, lots of blankets, just a lot of stuff!!! 

My first practical exam is this Sunday. I'd assume it's probably one of my only practical exams, because we didnt even get a schedule for all our practicals...it's a biochem practical where we have to do like, both colorimetry AND a urine analysis test, or maybe it's one or the other. Man...it's not that difficult but i cant really practice it like i did with injections since we have to use a colorimeter and stuff...not that easy for at-home practice (lol)

Yesterday was a pretty busy day.
When i woke up, my friend called me as i was getting ready~ 
She was calling me from the karaoke room of all places (lol) I got her to sing Trauma Kyabajou through brute force and coercion (asking her in a really annoying way) and the second she sung, i screamed really loudly as if i was fangirling, so i probably ruined her score. Sorry. She also showed me this karaoke-exclusive video for 101 Kaime no Noroi. Kenji was really dumb the whole time. I liked it. 

Then i left for uni. It was a pretty short day; I only had two labs. My anatomy lab was embarassing. My histology lab ended in less than 20 minutes...? I couldnt get my portfolios signed, though. Forgot them at my dorm and i wasnt expecting to stay another week alone. Hopefully next week i remember. After it, i had to meet my aunt because she had come here for a bit, so i had lunch over at her place. I had to wait a whole hour for it. That was ok, but then, two of my cousin's cousins visited? And one of them said something pretty stupid about me. Whatever. I left not long after that. Couldn't handle it...

Barely even got to see my girls that day!!! It feels nice being a part of a friend group...they seem to really like me, they accept me for my perverted-ness AND they see me as a kind and cute girl????? I cant believe it...i'm already chatting w them outside of uni but i wanna hang out with them too! Hopefully without skipping any classes (lol)

The night was a bit of a waste. After i studied, i called that same friend again for 4 hours straight. It was like 2 am for her or something so she was muted the whole time, but she sent well over 1,000 messages of bullshit that made me giggle really bad. I read this Aki x Tsurugi fanfic to her and it had us laughing, then i read MY Gackt x Sho fanfic and it had us laughing even more. Probably because i kept giving everyone funny voices. She kept making fun of my (very easy to make fun of) dialogue for Gackt, and i laughed so bad my face hurt. Then, we drew on Magma and i was so irritated by how the brushes looked like shit because i was using my finger to draw. Ugh...regardless, it was so so so so so so fun.

Then i worked on my fic some more and...overslept, causing me to miss the whole day. Well, i woke up at 10 AM but my mom was like "well if you wanna go back to sleep, you can!" so i did because who knows just how often i'll have the privilege of sleeping in during lecture hell day!!! (lol) Hopefully that doesnt happen again, though. 

...
Hey, do you remember that trade between me and Ari?
Well, i finished it, and put it up on AO3. 
Here it is! It's just a simple 2.2k word fluff fic, i explain a bit more in the note. Ari really liked it so i hope you do too!!!!
I'll be honest...it feels like i regressed. In terms of fic writing, i mean. I know it's just a hobby, but...i feel like my descriptive skills especially regressed a lot, and IDK what to do about that ;A; hmm...

Bye!

~Cat

Snip Snip

 

Tumblr actually isnt that bad. I've just gotten bored of it for seemingly no reason...no one's there. Or so it seems. But it's nice writing text posts on there. I forgot how cathartic it is...
Weeellllll. It's another weekend~ I'm back at my place and i'm somewhat free, like i always am, every week. I think eating is slowly becoming less of a torturous task, but still, whenever i make myself food in the dorms air fryer, there's this weird smell. Apparently its normal for my air fryer, but it makes me not wanna eat. I feel like whatever weight i may have lost (probably just like 2 pounds let's be honest lol) while i wasnt eating much is suddenly back now...no idea how to feel about that? Kinda sad my stupidity took me to the point where i literally had to be disgusted by food in order to lose any weight at all...well, ive been walking more again, bit by bit. I used to average like 5-7k steps a day, maybe even 10k, but after my family came to visit, my average suddenly went down by a ton!!!!! ;A; noooo...

Recently, I've been having these bouts of dizziness that make studying pretty difficult. Not sure what they could be. So, i suppose this is what my life is now.
But, my practicals are in...nearly two weeks. I have to get over myself!!!! I think every module has its own practical, but i only know for sure that biochem is one i have. It's unclear for everything else ;_; Well, i guess i'll just read my lectures on my phone.
Before i go back home for vacation this January, i really wanna have a buyee haul. But my mom says i'll have to do this weird thing called "proving myself". But i dont think it needs all that anymore. Associating buyee hauls with my grades has brought hell upon my life. There are other things i can prove myself with...i think. Plus, maybe i can include something for my brother since January's his birthmonth...maybe some JP fangamer exclusive deltarune merch since he likes deltarune. But his interests change a lot so i dont know...but i also can not bring that idea up. It'll come off as selfish...

Another thing that's been torturing me is Waive disbandment. I love them so much. I've only known them for two years but i love them so much, especially Yoshinori. I'm so sad to see them go. I hope it means maybe we'll get some YS solo work, but i doubt it...I'm so sad about it. Really...
I wanna go to Japan and see them on their last live!!!
Anyways, I'll stop being pathetic now lol

Yesterday, I got a haircut. 
It was after uni; since it was a Thursday, it was what i like to call "lecture hell" day. I could barely stay awake during the first two...anyways, once it was all over, i went to a mall to go...get a haircut! 
I was two whole entrances away from where the salon was. And it's a huge mall...so i had to do a ton of walking. By the time i got there, i was a nervous mess. I asked for a sidepart, and didnt get a sidepart, at least not the one i wanted. I got this cute face framing thing going on though.
I haven't cut my hair in well over half a year...even then, it was a simple cut, nothing major. The last time i went to a hair salon though, that was July 2024...lol. I really suck at taking care of my hair. Sometimes i go days at a time without brushing it. It tangles fairly easy. The fact it still grows is a miracle...on the way home, i panicked over how it looks, but when i went home, i really liked it. It kinda looks like typical gal model hair. Kinda. It's really cute. Trust me.

...I'll add a picture whenever i can. Hehe.

Today was pretty quiet. Mostly, i just studied and paced around the house to get my steps in. I think, tomorrow, I want to go to my favorite cafe and eat breakfast there. I wanna stay here longer. Maybe go back to the dorm on Monday instead. Hm...

Bye!

~Cat

12th month, last month...

 

Oh god. 
Today was my very last midterm; it was a pretty easy practical exam on this module we have called "Early Clinical Exposure". I had to ask a doctor pretending to be a patient some questions to reach a diagnosis and its one of two scenarios; either theyre suffering from a cough, or theyve been vomiting...i got vomiting, which, ok, i studied that, that's fine. But the exam itself...god. Not even two questions in and the doctor hits me with the "where were you born? your arabic's kinda weak." and now i'm like, SHIT, do i have to tell you? Well, i was born outside of Egypt, spent my formative years mostly speaking english, so...i guess that explains it? Anywho, it caught me offguard and i ended up forgetting to ask about exacerbating and relieving factors, as well as misc. symptoms that i probably didnt lose much marks over...ugh. Talking to my mom about it calmed me down, but I'm still pretty sad. I really can't help but be sad. It's not good though...

It's gotten pleasantly cold...is what i would say if it got pleasantly cold. God, the weather here SUCKS. It's all nice and winter cold~ cute~ until it's 2pm and SUDDENLY it's sunny again???????????? Seriously, you guys.
Everyone reading this...
Stop contributing to global warming, i want a nice winter. Really. I don't want it to go back to 28C in the middle of the day for no reason.

...
It was Kenji's birthday 5 days ago. I couldn't do anything that day. I also forgot to write a nice blog post or do anything meaningful for it. All i did was retweet fanart.
I feel very bad for wasting ketsuba like this.
I am a very bad person. (No I'm not but I'll pretend i am if i have to)
I'm gonna get some molten chocolate cake whenever i can to make up for it...
Also, did you hear he's not gonna do SASUKE this year? I'm pretty sad about it...but considering his health as well as tour activities play into why...i wont let it make me irrationally sad or anything. That and also he's been showing allergy symptoms because he's been overtraining. It was so bad, GACKT of all people wrote his long twitter threads talking about it. It hits me right here dude (hits my right boob) it hits me in my heart where it hurts
It's nice seeing Kyan avenge him like he always does. And even nicer to see Hikaru isn't gonna be there because i honestly kinda hate snowman. Don't tell anyone.

I haven't been keeping up with my friends' blogs too well either. Sorry you guys...
I don't have much of a reason (shrug) i'm pretty lazy~~~~ lol

Well, i dont want to have to tag this as a minipost because of how short of a read it is, but i think this is all i have to say that's of note. I listened to findher.ogg and had to try not to cry. I started a draft of something. I'm starting a lot of things. Getting back into art ended up reviving kind of a new fear that i'll abandon it like i do with every other hobby, then have a moment of lucidity where it's all i want to do. It happened with my website...but i think it's different with drawing, now that only certain people (very supportive, lovely people too for that matter) see it...

I won't lose to laziness this time m(_ _)m 

Bye!

~Cat