Tumblr actually isnt that bad. I've just gotten bored of it for seemingly no reason...no one's there. Or so it seems. But it's nice writing text posts on there. I forgot how cathartic it is...
Weeellllll. It's another weekend~ I'm back at my place and i'm somewhat free, like i always am, every week. I think eating is slowly becoming less of a torturous task, but still, whenever i make myself food in the dorms air fryer, there's this weird smell. Apparently its normal for my air fryer, but it makes me not wanna eat. I feel like whatever weight i may have lost (probably just like 2 pounds let's be honest lol) while i wasnt eating much is suddenly back now...no idea how to feel about that? Kinda sad my stupidity took me to the point where i literally had to be disgusted by food in order to lose any weight at all...well, ive been walking more again, bit by bit. I used to average like 5-7k steps a day, maybe even 10k, but after my family came to visit, my average suddenly went down by a ton!!!!! ;A; noooo...
Recently, I've been having these bouts of dizziness that make studying pretty difficult. Not sure what they could be. So, i suppose this is what my life is now.
But, my practicals are in...nearly two weeks. I have to get over myself!!!! I think every module has its own practical, but i only know for sure that biochem is one i have. It's unclear for everything else ;_; Well, i guess i'll just read my lectures on my phone.
Before i go back home for vacation this January, i really wanna have a buyee haul. But my mom says i'll have to do this weird thing called "proving myself". But i dont think it needs all that anymore. Associating buyee hauls with my grades has brought hell upon my life. There are other things i can prove myself with...i think. Plus, maybe i can include something for my brother since January's his birthmonth...maybe some JP fangamer exclusive deltarune merch since he likes deltarune. But his interests change a lot so i dont know...but i also can not bring that idea up. It'll come off as selfish...
Another thing that's been torturing me is Waive disbandment. I love them so much. I've only known them for two years but i love them so much, especially Yoshinori. I'm so sad to see them go. I hope it means maybe we'll get some YS solo work, but i doubt it...I'm so sad about it. Really...
I wanna go to Japan and see them on their last live!!!
Anyways, I'll stop being pathetic now lol
Yesterday, I got a haircut.
It was after uni; since it was a Thursday, it was what i like to call "lecture hell" day. I could barely stay awake during the first two...anyways, once it was all over, i went to a mall to go...get a haircut!
I was two whole entrances away from where the salon was. And it's a huge mall...so i had to do a ton of walking. By the time i got there, i was a nervous mess. I asked for a sidepart, and didnt get a sidepart, at least not the one i wanted. I got this cute face framing thing going on though.
I haven't cut my hair in well over half a year...even then, it was a simple cut, nothing major. The last time i went to a hair salon though, that was July 2024...lol. I really suck at taking care of my hair. Sometimes i go days at a time without brushing it. It tangles fairly easy. The fact it still grows is a miracle...on the way home, i panicked over how it looks, but when i went home, i really liked it. It kinda looks like typical gal model hair. Kinda. It's really cute. Trust me.
...I'll add a picture whenever i can. Hehe.
Today was pretty quiet. Mostly, i just studied and paced around the house to get my steps in. I think, tomorrow, I want to go to my favorite cafe and eat breakfast there. I wanna stay here longer. Maybe go back to the dorm on Monday instead. Hm...
Bye!
~Cat
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