12th month, last month...

 

Oh god. 
Today was my very last midterm; it was a pretty easy practical exam on this module we have called "Early Clinical Exposure". I had to ask a doctor pretending to be a patient some questions to reach a diagnosis and its one of two scenarios; either theyre suffering from a cough, or theyve been vomiting...i got vomiting, which, ok, i studied that, that's fine. But the exam itself...god. Not even two questions in and the doctor hits me with the "where were you born? your arabic's kinda weak." and now i'm like, SHIT, do i have to tell you? Well, i was born outside of Egypt, spent my formative years mostly speaking english, so...i guess that explains it? Anywho, it caught me offguard and i ended up forgetting to ask about exacerbating and relieving factors, as well as misc. symptoms that i probably didnt lose much marks over...ugh. Talking to my mom about it calmed me down, but I'm still pretty sad. I really can't help but be sad. It's not good though...

It's gotten pleasantly cold...is what i would say if it got pleasantly cold. God, the weather here SUCKS. It's all nice and winter cold~ cute~ until it's 2pm and SUDDENLY it's sunny again???????????? Seriously, you guys.
Everyone reading this...
Stop contributing to global warming, i want a nice winter. Really. I don't want it to go back to 28C in the middle of the day for no reason.

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It was Kenji's birthday 5 days ago. I couldn't do anything that day. I also forgot to write a nice blog post or do anything meaningful for it. All i did was retweet fanart.
I feel very bad for wasting ketsuba like this.
I am a very bad person. (No I'm not but I'll pretend i am if i have to)
I'm gonna get some molten chocolate cake whenever i can to make up for it...
Also, did you hear he's not gonna do SASUKE this year? I'm pretty sad about it...but considering his health as well as tour activities play into why...i wont let it make me irrationally sad or anything. That and also he's been showing allergy symptoms because he's been overtraining. It was so bad, GACKT of all people wrote his long twitter threads talking about it. It hits me right here dude (hits my right boob) it hits me in my heart where it hurts
It's nice seeing Kyan avenge him like he always does. And even nicer to see Hikaru isn't gonna be there because i honestly kinda hate snowman. Don't tell anyone.

I haven't been keeping up with my friends' blogs too well either. Sorry you guys...
I don't have much of a reason (shrug) i'm pretty lazy~~~~ lol

Well, i dont want to have to tag this as a minipost because of how short of a read it is, but i think this is all i have to say that's of note. I listened to findher.ogg and had to try not to cry. I started a draft of something. I'm starting a lot of things. Getting back into art ended up reviving kind of a new fear that i'll abandon it like i do with every other hobby, then have a moment of lucidity where it's all i want to do. It happened with my website...but i think it's different with drawing, now that only certain people (very supportive, lovely people too for that matter) see it...

I won't lose to laziness this time m(_ _)m 

Bye!

~Cat