My valentines gift to you is a molecule of ATP

Yesterday i got the news that i got a D in both my biology quizzes. 

Two weeks are left until Ramadan.

I know this story all too well...

All day ive been studying the SAME BIOLOGY TOPIC; photosynthesis. Dont ask me what photophosphorylation is. I will not be able to tell you. 

I still need to study the nervous system too...agh...

Whatever. Once im done writing this, im gonna make some instant noodles and call it a day.

Torture aside, it was raining! Yay! I ate too much cinnabon today. So. Good. 

I called my friend and we watched the new alien stage episode together. Hyuna... :(

I also got to draw again! I got over my hatred for art! For the next two weeks, at least...

Ta-da! Click for higher quality; this is just a preview :p

I wish we got more Naruken x Junko. All we have is a blog picture, that MC where Junko calls Naruken an ikemen, and a trading card. Just vile, really. I know Junko's whole thing is being a Reita fangirl, but she has a sexy bandmen RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER for the taking, and she's just gonna let him be taken? FUCK NO! DATE THAT DO-MINOR BANDMAN!!!!!

I'm thankful for my friends, my mutuals, my iPhone 6, and my biology worksheets this Valentines season. Take care of yourselves. 

Bye!

~Cat

1.1.24 HAPPY NEW YEAR! TWENTY TWENTY FOUR!

 HELLO!

This is it...the big post.......THE BIG POST!!!!!!!!!

there's still half an hour left until midnight as i write this :p

anyways. song of the day.

its not just one song...to celebrate i give you all...

MY SPOTIFY PLAYLIST!!!! (^v^) OVER TWO DAYS WORTH OF MY FAVORITE TRACKS!!!!!!!! J-POP...VISUAL KEI...SHIBUYA KEI...SOME EGYPTIAN POP...SOME 2ND GEN K-POP...EVEN A BIT OF JAPAMETA TOO

CLICK HERE!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!

anyways (clears throat)

its 2024. a new year.

a new year is nothing more than just a chance. a chance to make up whatever was missed in the previous year

a chance to make things right.....

and it feels weird -~- it feels weird that todays the last day i can see 23 as the last two numbers in the year. 

but should i ruminate over the weird? no!

as i said, this is a chance to make things work. for real! a chance for me and for you! so take it! grab at it! dont let go! 

congrats on making it to 2024, no matter how much effort it took. whether this was the worst year ever or one of the best, just know some random kenji darvish fangirl is happy for you. may the next year treat you well. thank you for being here alongside me, whether we've known each other for years, or we just became mutuals. thank you so much. thank you so so much

take every bad thing as a lesson with meaning. somehow. just try and find meaning or reason somehow

i should listen to a song or something to celebrate. hm. ill just play trauma kyabajou so that it lines up with when the clock strikes midnight!!! (update i didnt get to do that but i played memeshikute as soon as it striked so T_T good enough)

and also i managed to fulfill my one wish and it was for my last drawing of the year to be kenji 

narcisse kenji....i love you.......come here and get a kiss ( u3u) 

can you tell i love kinbaku all stars 2012

anyways. tomorrow i go to an amusement park near the seaside.

on the first day of 2022 i was at a pizza hut near the seaside

i saw the hottest guy ever

i think of him sometimes

i hope when im at the park i spot a hot guy

to like

continue the loop

sincerely from me and kenji darvish paper doll

love you all!!!!!!! have a great 2024!!!

~Cat

12.31.23 its technically new year's eve now. small post before the big post

this was a draft from last night which im touching up now in the middle of the day :>

ive been thinking for like two minutes of a song for this post soo....sotd is just any golden bomber song u want it to be <3 

anyways. some drawings from this month that i like. yeah! no particular order!

yes thats supposed to be me in the drawing. i dont own a kenji poster sadly
text is in arabic "happy new years sweetheart........i love you.......so much <3"this could be tled a few ways but kol sana w enta tayeb usually just means happy new years but it literally means may you be happy every year or something along those lines, filename for this was me and my kenji poster which  idont own because i dont own golden bomber merch.png

junko! jun's alter ego from the kinbaku all stars 2012 tour my faaaaavorite gb tour

me again. le sigh. ive been getting more used to drawing myself :p

the original drawing behind KDPD! gasp!

a drawing for kenji darvish's birthday! i messed up his hair a bit but its ok

my daruupa pheromones are wafting their way out of your screen. do you smell them?

last but not least, the original canvas for both the drawing of junko and of me. i also planned on drawing christine yutako (yutakas alter ego from the same tour) but i scrapped it. filename is years end.png

i still have another post tonight (6.6) stay tuned!!!!!

12.30.23 new year's eve...eve. kenji darvish paper doll introduction post!

 hello!!!!!! hope everyones well!

how'd the second-to-last day of the year go for everyone? good? 

not much to say honestly...i kept putting off making a post because i was lazy =.= but maybe a boring post is better than no post

anyways, song of the day! is this feeling love by tommy february6, suggested by my friend yutaka tommy february6 fan number 1 BECHA ^.^ hi becha 

ANYWAYS anyways. not much today honestly. i stayed at home

i also had a good breakfast :> fried eggs and hashbrowns. yum

i assume i should use this post to compile all my KDPD pics

KDPD (kenji darvish paper doll) is a paper doll i made of kenji darvish from golden bomber on december 13 2023. i like taking pictures with him. you will see pictures of him now. enjoy them.

12-13 he is learning...about...HIMSELF?

12-13 his beautiful face...first pic i posted of him

12-13 here's a better shot of him!

12-19 lyrics from 10 james orr street by strawberry switchblade. sad song :( i felt that way leaving from my old apartment only to realize i liked my new one too. it happens to all of us...

12-19 i took this directly after the lyric pics LOL...when i posted this on twitter a golden bomber fan i DONT KNOW called the pics cute. i think about that sometimes. it makes me smile.

and now for more misc pics! no captions im lazy just enjoy them

i hope these pics make you happy. 

have a great last day of the year tomorrow everyone :> 

~Cat

12.29.23 music players...

 helloooooooooooo!

how's everyone doing...good? good!

today we've got MORE than one song. three songs for today actually!

number one is little red forest by tommy february6. cute song. i actually really like halloween addiction and tommy's halloween fairy tale...such interesting releases...

number two is estrous by l'yse:nore. girls gotta have her old kote kei sung by a guy who hasn't been in the visual kei scene since like 2005

number 3 is doom -yuzai no azazel- by s.q.f. TO HAVE THIS PAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNN TSUMITAZODE BASUROMANSU..........AMAGASE........TE NO SUTE WO............AAAAAAAAAAAZAAAAAAAAZEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLL 

thanks for attending my free concert my demo cd is at the venues front door. i hope u listen to these songs. please listen to them

today was fairly boring as per the usual. although i did end up doing something good with my time. i loaded all of my soulseek downloads on windows media player! yay! another music player for me to use! ...with my stuff that i cant be assed to tag properly for lastfm >_> lol

much like clementine, it still maintains that sort of 2000s ui...big buttons, gradients, pixelated assets...u get the gist!

windows media player on the left, clementine on the right. u can tell which one i've tainted but i'm not that picky...as long as it looks like its from the 2000s i am immediately going to use it. no questions asked. i figured to make the experiment more accurate i'd play the same song from the same album (lol) i like collecting music players...on my mac it was itunes i'd use in place of clementine but i got bored so i'd often just use clementine or VLC. i need more music players with crusty 2000s user interfaces...hm

i could stare at this screen forever...just mindlessly scrolling...foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

hope u all enjoy my VAST COLLECTION OF GOLDEN BOMBER (EVEN THE GOLDEN BEST FOR KOREA WHICH I FORGOT I DOWNLOADED TWICE)

fact: my collection of soulseek downloads is over 10 gigabytes :>

If avex wont put lipstick/lum no love song on spotify i will simply have to improvise. This is my improvisation...

one interesting thing i noticed is that WMP added covers to things automatically too............

which worked out good sometimes!

i mean look. hotel love has a cover now. sourced straight from the web. aww!

it did mess up the cover for tarot by l'yse:nore but i deleted that before i could fetch a good screenshot lol

regardless, i think i'll just use both =3=) i hope i can find a way to customize windows media player. and a way to make tagging metadata on clementine less miserable. both can serve good purposes! maybe i can tag my stuff through wmp and enjoy it all through clementine. they're like bffs

he likes clementine...

and he likes windows media player...!

actually maybe all this doesnt matter anymore. kdpd (Kenji Darvish Paper Doll...i'll introduce him some other time) seems to enjoy both equally!!!

speaking of mp3s...i'm going to travel soon, so i hope i can remember to import most of my golden bomber + tommy february6 mp3s on my phone before i go ;_; i need to clear up like...tons of storage though...my phone's on the edge...i need to clear it all so i can import golden album...and...and golden best brassiere and tommys halloween fairy tale and (dies)

i ALSO hope i can make a good actual new year's post on the 1st...

thank you and goodbye!!!!!!! its 1 am!!! im gonna look at a bunch of kenji darvish pics and then im gonna go to bed!!! (...probably)

~Cat

9.14.23 THE CREATION OF ROBOT K!!! (my comic :] )

 hi!!!!

i made a comic. as in i put some effort in it and i scanned it. wow! its about a robot made from discarded visual kei CDs who ends up alone! and she's gotta find a place to live!!! can she do it???? WILL SHE DO IT???? for now i just wrote a basic beginning to the comic. its fairly short (3 pages) so i hope its a fun read despite the bad pacing ^^'

click on the images for easier reading!!

below is a bonus message thing i did ^^

wow! quite awesome! 

will i ever make more? will i ever do something like this again? its a mystery...

~cat

doodle collection 12.20.22 + some…SOME talking

hellooooo! :D

currently posting from my phone, so this may end up looking weird on pc lol

anyways, today i went to school and forgot my backpack…already a great start 

however, i did take the chance to doodle during my free time today…rather than that, there’s not all too much to talk about lol

here are my doodles from today!!! some are low quality shhh

hideo suwa obviously. the enkaman look…i like the big tacky hats

THE ezaki masaru. the thomas arrow is a reference to something i found funny that is…overly specific

milanooooo…i miss her…im still waiting on my hy4_4yh cd…m(-  -)m 

thats all i drew at school…i did draw some more stuff outside of school though 

…ill figure out how to end my blog posts properly later or something…for now though, bye bye!!! 

~cat